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everytime ii wish
to be the best of myself
and finding the REAL me
so that ii can be the REAL person ii am today
Sunday, July 8, 2007

umm. as usual my sundays are wasted. to go for piano classes in the afternoon. the good news is that ii have changed my piano lessons to tuesdays 830pm. so late!!! urgh. but ii like it because ii can get emo on the way home. (no larhx. just joking). ii am trying my best not to get emo also, like ii wanted it all along. urgh. ok. let's talk about yesterday which is superb horrible for me. because firstly, ii really don feel like going for the meeting with isaac, jeanie and brother alex. super early in the morning and ii was late as usual. can't wake up. then got "lecture" by one of them (not to say name) of being late. this got me emo after that which make me not to enjoy the jamming session for sp egig. hate it loads. after jamming, got even more emo. wanted to let out but cannot. urgh urgh. stayed in church to study while the rest go for lunch. at 3pm went for the first youth service in grace 2. fun and very spiritually filled because had a vision from God and guess what it is about. a tour in my secondary school. ii was remembered of my teachers, friends and other people that are in the school. so touching that ii cried after that. then my emo problem got better. young adult not that good for me and don want to say about it. rushed home after that cause of certain reasons then went to lot 1 to have dinner with sp cell. went home on mrt and bus cause forced to. actually wanted to take direct bus home but some people scared ii emo all the way home lorhx. reached home at ten plus. at that time my mind was thinking of loads of things. there was this mind blogging question which was whether my emo feeling will affect the way ii play for sevice. then message joel but later topic change to me having mild depression and that whole conversation will continue on the phone today because smsing in super expensive for me. urgh. umm. that was my yesterday and today and ii totally hate it loads but why? ii also cannot answer myself. anyway byes.

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